THE TURNING POINT

Back in 2010, I almost commit suicide due to personal problems, both at home and school. So I was in the toilet washing my face in the morning and then I saw some razor blades near the mirror and picked one up. Without realizing it, I almost cut my wrist but before it could touch my skin, I stopped and my hands were shaking. I put the razor blade back and get out of the house to get some fresh air (It was around 5.00 a.m at that time).

So I took one cigarette from my father's stash and start smoking while thinking of my life. For the next few days, I did the same thing until one day I realized that life isn't so bad. Other people have it worse. I learned to navigate through the problems and they became lesser and lesser. I think it was this point that turn into a loner who draws anime and manga sketches in class and barely interact with my classmates.

I think that's what started this whole 'Who gives a s**t' attitude and frankly if it wasn't for that simple change of heart, I would either be dead or at least a freaking who his cut his f***ing wrist.

Anyway, I almost forgot to say Happy New Year to anyone who even read this blog (highly unlikely though) because it's only has like 8 post or some thing. I hope you people have an enjoyable year this year and plan for 2014 (yeah right).

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"Depression is the inability to construct a future."
Rollo May