REGRETS

The sad feeling in my heart

Throughout my life, I've wasted so much of time on useless things. I have too many regrets and it piled on and on as it slowly eat me alive leaving a shell of person I once was. As I look back, I realized that if only time is reversible, I would  have changed my life towards a better future.

My life is full of 'Why's. Why did I continuously cheat myself? Why? I always asked myself that question so  many times. But, I guess I just didn't do my best. But I must look at the bright side. At least, I'm still young and got so many things to do in life. I just wish I could move on and keep moving forward.

That's all from me, for now. Thank you reading this post even though it's a bit sad and if my posts somewhat offends some of you, I'm very sorry and I didn't mean to offend you. Peace!

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"Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable."

- Sydney Smith

INTRODUCTION

Alone in the Park.

I'm Mohammad Fadzil, or simply known as Dzil, is just a normal guy living a moderate life from time to time. Well, I lied about the normal part but who cares. I was born on 16th of July 1994, which is coincidentally on the same date as Maher Zain's birthday, at my house in Lanut Javanese Village. Currently, I'm taking Science Foundation course at University Malaysia Sabah, Kota Kinabalu.

Some people see me as a very serious person who rarely smile in front of other people. On the contrary, I'm actually a very happy-go-lucky person and and also very optimistic minded. You could say that I'm a person who is positive in every aspect of life.

I have always wanted to go to Japan because the Japanese culture interest me a lot. In 1998, I was first exposed to the Japanese culture through a very popular Japanese animation, or Anime, called Dragon ball created by one of the most popular mangaka in the world, Akira Toriyama. As the years goes by, I found myself engrossed in the world of Anime to the point of obsession. Nowadays, I have a huge collection of Anime stuffs in my room. The Japanese people have a special term for people like me, which is Otaku, a japanese term to describe a person with with obsessive interests, and in my case an Anime Otaku. I'm very proud of this fact and whenever someone called me an Otaku, I would simply smiled widely.

Well, that is just a brief introduction from myself. Thank you for reading my first post in this blog even though it's pretty lame >.> .

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"Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get."

- Forrest Gump(Tom Hanks)